love
I was a 14 years old kid when I first saw her in the drugstore she worked in, And guys, from the first moment I saw her I’m having an unexplainable feeling which is very beautiful and valuable to me. It’s a very unique feeling I’ve seen a looot of girls I even had a gf for 1 year in these 4 years but no one has ever been even close to her for me. I didn’t know her name for 4 years, I didn’t even have a picture of her for years and I would forget her face from time to time and it was very sad. I didn’t have the courage to go to her and tell my feeling because I knew she is older than me and I was just a kid in these years and also always sth did hold me back from going and asking her out. But, two weeks ago I don’t know why but I became very determined that I should go and ask her number. I mean very determined. And I did. And she gave me her number. And she told me that all these 4 years she has been with a very bad partner who cheated on her. (And they broke up a month ago, yeah I went for it in the best time) And she is on a very bad days. And says she needed me and I’m her saver. She even dreamed of me the first night we talked. Even she saw my childhood pic and said she feels like she has saw me at my childhood but it would not be true because of the places we lived at the time. Anyways, I love her. Everything is very beautifuly strange. Life is now very very mysteroius to me, you know in a very beautiful way. I’m still not sure if she loves me back or she just sees me as a younger friend (she is 7 years older than me). But I’m living my dreams right now, And today was our first date and it was so much fun and beautiful.
